Jul. 13th, 2008

All About Victor...

Date this chart was completed: July 13, 2008
Character's Full Name:  Victor Cole Bane

Reason or meaning of name: Victor means victory. I think it works best for him since he's always trying to be victorious at everything. I gave him the middle name of Cole because it was one of my favorite Julian characters, and also because Cole is like the color black and he wears black a lot. I gave him the last name of Bane because "bane" is another word for "evil" in the dictionary and he is evil too mostly. 

Nickname:  Vic, The Rottweiler Rapist, The Torture Game Killer, The TG Killer
Reason:  "Vic" is short for Victor of course. He's known--though not in the official name-to-a-face capacity--as "The Rottweiler Rapist" to the media and the cops when he leaves his victums eaten by his dogs. "The Torture Game Killer" is another name the media calls him when he leaves his victums in tact with just bruises, shallow cuts and injection markings on their bodies. "The TG Killer" is what the cops call him for short.

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE:
Age:
39
How old does s/he appear? Mid-thirties.
Eye Color: Green
Glasses or contacts: None
Weight: 210 lbs
Height: 6'3"
Type of body/build: Rugged and muscuar
Skin tone: Bronze
Skin type:  Normal
Shape of face: Square
Distinguishing Marks: None
Predominant feature: Eyes
Looks like: Julian McMahon ( of course! :) )
Is s/he healthy? Yes, aside from hearing his mother's voice every now and then.
If not, why not: He is haunted by the ghost of his mother. 

FAVORITES: 
Character's favorite color: Red and black
Music: The Rolling Stones, Depeche Mode, Gotan Project, Godsmack, Linkin Park.
Food: Chinese and Seafood
Literature: "Intensity" by Dean Koontz
Expressions:  "When someone says 'no' to Victor Bane, it always comes with a price."
Expletives: Goddamn, fuck, bitch

HABITS:
Smokes: Malboro cigarettes, only when he's with friends, rarely.
Drinks: Macallan 18, once or twice a day, depends on his mood. Average around three glasses.
Hobbies: Having sex with random partners, raping and murdering women, sometimes murdering men, going to clubs, drinking, target practice, weight lifting, boxing

BACKGROUND:
Hometown: Los Angeles, California
Type of childhood: rough
First memory: Killing his neighbor's cat when he was in sixth grade.
Most important childhood event that still affects him/her:  When he found his mother's decapitated body in the basement and his father lied and told him it was suicide instead of telling him he killed her.

Education:High School Diploma, M.D in cosmetology, some training in film production.
Religion:  Refuses to be a part of any religion.
Finances:  Makes around 1.5 million a year, depending on his film's success rate.

FAMILY:
Mother:
Katherine Bane
Relationship with her: Developed an inappropriate sexual attraction to her in his teenage years, but still found her to be the better parent between the two. His attraction didn't sit well with his mother, but he didn't believe the bullshit rumor his father told him about her wanting to send him off to a mental ward. He was closer with his mother than he was his father, mainly because she always tried to stop his father from beating on him and instead, take the beating upon herself to spare him. She always encouraged Victor to do whatever he wanted to do in life, and she spoiled him rotten. Her spirit still haunts him to this day, reminding him that he's still her sweet boy and that he's not a bad man, trying to get him to stop his criminal ways and become a better person.

Father: Thomas Bane
Relationship with him: Ever since he was eight, he's hated the man for the physical abuse he was subjected to growing up over the years.  His father has never really thought much of Victor either, seeing as how he rebelled growing up. His father always came home to scold him for something he did wrong. The man used to beat up on both he and his mother and he always thought of Victor as a disappointment. He hated him for hanging out with the wrong crowd in high school, hated that he neglected his studies, and hated the fact that he didn't seem to want to make anything out of himself. At one point, he even considered sending Victor off to boot camp, but his mother begged to differ and tried to persuade her husband to see otherwise and just let him be. He's always hated his father, but hasn't heard a word from the man or seen him ever since he moved away to New York when he was seventeen with his uncle Brutus. As far as he's concerned, the man is dead.  

Siblings: None

ATTITUDE:
Most at ease when:
He is with his best friend, James.
Ill at ease when: A woman rejects or disrespects him in any way or he doesn't get his own way.  
Priorities: Sex, Amy, his career, rape, murder, scotch.
Philosophy: "Good guys finish last, bad guys finish first and with a little force, just might get the girl."
How he feels about self: He loves himself, which has made him an arrogant asshole and think he's better than everyone. He likes to be-little every one and everything around him. It's part of the reason why he uses the word "little" a lot in his vocabulary.

Past failure he would be embarrassed to have people know about: 
Losing his medical license because he got caught sexually harassing a patient. He worked hard to become a surgeon and for people to know that he had screwed himself royally by doing something like that, let alone got caught doing it, they might refuse to continue paying him for his services on the side to score the extra cash when he needs it.

If granted one wish, what would it be?: To find the ideal woman. While he is happy being independent and free as a bird to screw whomever he likes, he finds it hard to believe he will ever find just the perfect woman, one that will challenge him and yet, at the same time, will let him smack her around in and out of the bedroom, and still keep coming back to him for more. Part massochist, part sex kitten, part slave. That would be his ideal woman and he might just marry her.

PERSONALITY:
Greatest source of strength in character's personality:
His clever intuiativeness. He can sense when something or someone is not right or is playing him for a fool. The majority of the time, he can see past someone's act or exterior and sense there's something else going on. He's really good at reading people. He plays great attention to body language and such.

Greatest source of weakness in character's personality: He can't stand to see a woman cry. Or anyone cry for that matter. He hates crying. Not only because it's annoying in sound like crying babies, but because it hits home with how he used to cry during some of the times his father used to physically abuse him as a kid. He can see himself in these people and remember the pain he felt. If he's hurting someone and they start crying, it really hits home because he immediately recalls back to his father beating him like that and finds himself struggling to continue the abuse.

Character's soft spot: As mentioned above, he has a soft spot for people who start crying. It is obvious to people for a few seconds, but he quickly tries to hide it by getting angry, and not only them, but himself.

Biggest vulnerability: His uncontrollable hunger for power and control.

TRAITS:
Optimist or pessimist:
Optimistic, because he's willing to fight to get whatever he wants, no matter the costs.
Introvert or extrovert: Extrovert, because even when he hates someone, its easier to manipulate them later if he talks to and gets to know all he can about them.
Drives and motivations: To make himself happy and fulfill his own desires.
Talents:  He can dance the Tango and the Paso Doble, cook a few good meals, act, and is exceptionally good at boxing, card playing, criminal activities, directing, hunting, gambling, sex, pool, public speaking, racing, weapons, and weight lifting.
Extremely unskilled at: Explosives, drawing, painting, any kind of arts and crafts.
Good characteristics:  Charming, well mannered, generous, affectionate, intelligent, confident, optimistic, ambitious, businesslike, demonstrative, efficient, imaginative, masculine, neat, nonconformist, not a quitter, proud, romanticist.
Character flaws:  Spiteful, ruthless, jealous, paranoid, manipulative, arrogant, remote, criminal tendencies, cold, homicidal tendencies, quick-tempered, posessive, calculating, complex, danger-loving, obsessive, power seeker.
Mannerisms: Tugging at his shirt collar, clearing his throat, pressing his fingers against each other, pursing his lips, arching his brows.
Peculiarities: He names his weapons ( i.e. "Mr. Bowie" for his knife ), he carries his knife on him everywhere he goes ( he feels naked without it ), he prefers to use knives on women and guns on men, he experiments with different kinds of sex/foreplay games.

Biggest regret: Letting his father beat the shit out of him years ago and having not done anything about it.
Minor regrets: Driving away his sweet little Amy, letting himself get caught sexually harassing that girl and losing his license.
Biggest accomplishment: Being promoted to owner/manager of Uncharted Pleasures and then turning the studio into his own, Bane Entertainment. </em>
Minor accomplishments: After years of stalking, finally being able to rape screw his little Amy, getting away with every rape and murder over the years and no one being the wiser.
Character's darkest secret: One night ( during his junior year ) over spring break at Princeston University, Victor and his friends decided to throw a frat party. That night, Victor became immensely intoxicated and forced sex upon a girl named, Lauren. A girl whom he had had his eye on since the beginning of junor year, but who consistently played hard to get. She was a tease, and that angered him. She struggled against him as he raped her in this dark and empty bedroom, but her struggles did her no good. The music in the frat house was blaring and no one heard her screams. Neither did they hear that fateful moment when Victor became so enraged by her fighting that he killed her. He stabbed her with a hunting knife in twenty places, wrapped her body up in a sheet and dragged her into a bedroom closet, leaving her there to bleed to death. Once the party goers had cleared out, one of his less loyal friends found her body in the closet and immediately called the police. He had seen Victor take Lauren into the bedroom earlier that night, but didn't think too much of it until finding her. He then put two and two together and realized the truth. Victor had murdered her. One of his other frat buddies and a good friend of Victor questioned what was going on. By the time he learned of the murder, the police showed up at the scene wanting answers. Victor wasn't exactly coherent or in the mood to talk. Then, unexpectedly, his friend took the fall for him and went down for Lauren's murder instead of Victor.

Does anyone else know?: Only James.
If yes, did character tell them?: Yes, he was there at the time.
 
SELF-PERCEPTION:
One word CHARACTER would use to describe self:
  Powerful.
One paragraph description of how CHARACTER would describe self: He would describe himself as being the most powerful man in the greater Los Angeles area, an unstoppable, invincible and vicious force to be reckoned with, the plague that is swallowing up the city and the man that is bringing both pleasure and pain to every beautiful woman he can find. A man that doesn't take "no" for an answer, and will stop at nothing to get what he wants. A master of manipulation. A man that can bring any woman to her knees and make her come more than a couple times in the bedroom.
What does CHARACTER consider best physical characteristic?: His cock
What does CHARACTER consider worst physical characteristic?: His feet. 
Are these realistic assessments?:
The way he describes himself is real, and although there is some truth to how big his cock is, I don't think his feet are really that bad.
How CHARACTER thinks others perceive him/her: As an arrogant asshole or at times, the sexiest man in the room.
What four things would CHARACTER most like to change about self?:
1. His hairline. ( He has a receding hairline and wants to grow some of that hair back, if only he could. )
2. His weakness for people who cry. ( He's sick of feeling like a "pussy," especially when he's in the middle of a kill or rape and he needs to finish the job. )
3. His nose. ( He sometimes thinks its too big and doesn't like the shape of it. )
4. His lack of tight abs. ( He has a secret desire to be ripped like some men are that obtain "six pack" abs. )

If change #1 was made, would character be as happy as s/he thinks?: 
Somewhat. I think he would have to be able to change all four for him to truly be happy. Not that he's not happy with himself now, but if he had that opportunity to change certain things, that's what he would change.

INTERRELATION WITH OTHERS:
How does character relate to others?: He could give a shitless about the people around him, unless of course he's getting something from them in return. He wouldn't strike up a random conversation with someone he doesn't know unless there's something he wants from them.  
How is s/he perceived by...Strangers?:
Striking, observant, reserved, intimidating.  
Friends?:
Outgoing, confident, defensive, charming, opinionated, outspoken.
Wife/Lover?: Remote, cold, ruthless, jealous, posessive, aggressive, intimidating, homicidal tendencies, intuative.
Hero/Heroine?:  Remote, cold, violent, posessive, homicidal tendencies, criminally insane, intimidating, dangerous, unpredictable, quick-tempered.
How does character view hero/heroine?:  Dainty, fragile, stubborn, hostile, outspoken, opinionated, hard-headed, sexy, complainer, complex, curious, defensive, feminine, fickle, lazy, lustful, not a quitter, reserved, sensitive, suspicious, withdrawn.
First impression: That she will be his and forever be his, because she said she would come back to him if he untied her and took her up to bed that night to make love to her.
What happens to change this perception?: She lied to him, disappeared from her job and her house, and goes into hiding so he can't find her again. Now he wants to win her back, no matter what it takes.
What do family/friends like most about character? Well even though his mother is dead, she likes the fact that he's trying to be a better man, his father doesn't like anything about him, and his friends like the fact that he's a straight shooter. He tells it like it is and that he's such good company to have around, very down-to-earth and generous.

What do family/friends like least about character?:  His mother doesn't think any less of him, obviously because she's dead, but his father is ashamed to call him his son and thinks he's better off rotting away in a prison cell for the rest of his life. His friends don't like how defensive and cold he can be at times, even threatening, and how he can easily go on the offensive within a matter of seconds and without giving them fair warning first. 

GOALS:
Immediate goals:
 To be reunited once again with his sweet little Amy. 
Long range goals: To make one ground breaking porno that will bring in shitloads of money for his company.
How does character plan to accomplish these goals?: By trying to be a better man for Amy and to keep his eyes and his mind open for new and interesting ideas/actors/actresses for his films.  
How will other characters be affected?: They will get hurt badly if they try and get in his way and he will make them suffer.  

PROBLEMS/CRISIS:
How character reacts in a crisis: Depending on what the crisis is, he goes on the offensive and sets out to destroy something or someone, or just drinks himself to death, drowning out his sorrows until he passes out.
How character faces problems: With violence and/or fierce determination to set things straight, but mostly with violence.
Kinds of problems character usually runs into: Women not trusting him enough to want to come home with him and have sex, someone getting in the way of what he wants. 

How character reacts to NEW problems: He takes care of them in the best way he knows how, puts his priorities in order based on importance and takes care of them one at a time. Whatever is pissing him off most, he handles it first, it's the main focus of his anger.
How character reacts to change: Depending on the change, he sees it as a potentially intriguing new challenge for him to explore. 

GENERAL:
Favorite clothing: His long black leather trenchcoat and gucci suits.
Least favorite clothing: His tuxedo. He doesn't like wearing a tie.
Jewelry: His silver ring with his initials "VB" on it that he wears on the ring finger of his right hand.
Other accessories: His brown serrated handle Bowie knife, his diamond rolex watch, his black motorola razor cell.
Drives: A 2005 black Porsche 911
Where does character live?: In a white and grey, two story mansion, on a one and a half acre property in Beverly Hills, California.
Where does character want to live?: No where, he's happy where he is now.  
Spending habits (frugal, spendthrift, etc): Spendthrift. With as much money as he makes, he spends it however he pleases with no concern for the cost of anything.  
What does s/he do too much of?: Have sex with random partners, murdering and raping, drinking. 
Too little of?: Cook for himself or someone else.
Most prized possession: His knife, "Mr. Bowie." He's had it ever since he was twenty years old and hasn't stop using or shining it since. He uses it to kill all his women. 

UNCATAGORIZED:
Person character secretly admires: His old high school guidance counselor, Harrison Brooks. He admires him because when he was growing up, he was a big influence and he looked up to him like the father he wished he'd had. The man taught him that it was all right to be bad and do bad things to people, revealing that he used to be like him at his age. He was like a rogue counselor who actually encouraged him to keep doing what he was doing, giving him the reassurance that he would never rat him out for it...and he never did.  
Person character was most influenced by: Harrison Brooks ( see above )
Most important person in character's life before story starts: Amy, because she was his girlfriend.
How does character spend the week before the story starts?: Getting into fights with Amy and physically abusing her because of it.

Jul. 10th, 2008

Family Picnic

*Victor's mother is dead but she'll be alive for the moment. This picnic will have taken place when he was a teenager, preferably around the age of eighteen*

Setting: A "secluded" area of the park, near a chainlink fence.

Cast of Characters:

• Mother - Katherine Bane ( Jaqueline Bissett )
• Father - Thomas Bane ( Al Pacino )
• Uncle - Brutus Bane ( deadbeat, crabby, blowhard )
• Uncle - Eric Bane ( power seeking, hypocritical )



The first thing Victor does upon receiving the invitation to the family picnic is think about how he can get out of it. He could care less about attending such an event. He'd rather spend time with his friends, his close-circle of friends. Getting stoned with his friends, in the parking lot of the old drive-in theater ( near his high school ) sounds better than getting his ass kicked, and being degrated by his father and his uncles. He decides to make up an excuse but his father sees right through it. The two end up getting into a heated argument. Finally, Victor is forced into going when his father threatens to kick him out of the house, leaving him to live off the streets without any money or shelter.

On the day of the picnic, Victor dresses shabbily. He doesn't care what anyone thinks or says. He isn't going to feel he has to impress anyone, and he doesn't care to even be there anyway. If he was forced into something he doesn't want to do, he'll do as he pleases. He dresses in some dark denim torn jeans, and a black T-Shirt, which is frayed at the sleeves, and at the bottom.

Victor greets his mother with false love and enthusiasm. In reality, he has mixed emotions towards the woman, but overall, she treats him better than his father. Growing up, Victor harbored mixed emotions towards his mother. There were times when she seemed to take his father's side, and times when she would not come to his defense when his father was disciplining him. Despite that, his mother always treated him with more respect and love than his father had. For a long time, Victor seemed to think his mother was siding with his father, and was going to turn on him without warning, which was when he started to develop a secret desire to harm her. After all, his father was doing it so he didn't see why he shouldn't have harmed her too. That was until she started to let Victor get away with certain things. Things that she knew his father would disapprove of him doing. Neither he nor his mother spoke about these things to his father, which is why she let them get past the man, if only to spare Victor the abuse from his father. On account of his father's absence because of his profession, overtime Victor developed an inappropriate sexual attraction to his mother. A sexual attraction that did not sit well with his mother.

Victor greets his father defensively. From an early age, his father used to beat his mother. Being witness to the abuse made Victor think it was all right to lay a hand on a woman if they double-crossed you. That's what his father taught him as a kid. He and his father had always held grudges against the other ever since Tom used to come home from work and abuse him. Tom never approved of the way Victor chose to live his life. He always hung out with the wrong crowd, and he got stoned on ocassion, and got into a lot of mischief with his friends. To be honest, Tom was never around much because he was a high-priced lawyer and put a lot of focus on his work. He was also a belligerent drunk with an addiction to murder, which is why he abused his son and wife. One thing that he never dared reveal to Victor or his wife was that he got off on killing random people for fun. There were certain nights when Victor and his mother thought his father was working late or had a meeting with a client when he'd really be out killing again. While he was a lawyer, he fought on the side of the accused, and although the court would often rule against his client, everytime he came home from losing a case, he would take his anger out on his son and his wife. When Victor arrives at the picnic, he tells his father to "stay the hell away from him" and goes off by himself.

He spends his time at the picnic getting high. Even though his father disapproves, he sits behind a tree and does it anyway. He also spends his time getting drunk. He sneaks a beer from the cooler when his father isn't looking. Mostly, he distances himself form the rest of his family until his uncle Eric finds out he's being anti-social and drags him back to join the rest of his family despite his attitude. He and his father get into an argument, and Tom ends up punching his son right there and then, in front of everyone. Victor is determined to hit him back, but his Uncle Eric holds him back. While his father pays him another blow, his mother shouts at Tom to stop hitting Victor, and the man leaves his son on the ground. His whole body aches with pain as his father walks away from the scene to share a round of beers with his uncles. His mother rushes to his side, but Victor insists that he's fine and walks away.

I would describe the picnic as simmering, considering the high tension and conflict/drama between Victor and his father, and his uncles. Although Victor moved out of his parents house near the end of his senior year of high school to live with his Uncle Brutus, back then, his uncle seemed more inclined to side with his father and actually encouraged Tom's abuse on his son. However, his Uncle Brutus was a pacifist, or as far as he knew, would never lay a hand on him. That's why Victor chose to move-in with him instead of his hypocritical and quick-tempered uncle Eric. By the time the picnic is over, Victor is too drunk to fully feel the abuse his father pays on him when they get back home. It is his punishment for ruining their picnic.


What Victor would do if:

• If he had to organize the family picnic, he'd refuse to do it and tell his father he could give a shit. Then, before he could get smacked around by the man, he'd anxiously agree to do it anyway. He wouldn't really have much of a choice as it is.

• If a fight erupted between his mom and dad, he'd probably just sit back and watch, but silently fume at how screwed up his parents are. Unless the fight happened to be about him, in which case, he'd get involved, even if it cost him further abuse.

• If a stranger crashed the party, he'd probably persuade them in getting him the hell out of there, offering them drugs, booze, whatever it took. Depending on the sex of the stranger of course. If it were a woman, he'd probably try and pick her up/flirt with her in some way shape or form. If only to get him through this hellish picnic.

• If one of the younger guests vanished, he wouldn't care. It wouldn't be his problem.

• If a feuding family member arrived, Victor would probably slip out of sight and watch. Mainly for two reasons. One, so he wouldn't have to deal with yet another "asshole" member of his family, and two, to let this uninvited guest duke it out with his father. It would be amusing for Victor to watch his father be put in his place by someone else. It would sure take the focus off him for a period of time. It would also give Victor the advantage of ditching the picnic entirely. This fueding family member could create the perfect diversion.

• If a sibling invited him to join in a drinking game, he'd be more than willing to accept the challenge, assuming he had a sibling. He'd accept the challege no matter who posed it to him. He never backs down from a challenge, and being a big drinker, he'll accept a drink anytime.

• If he grew bored and wanted to leave, he'd probably be desperate enough to walk home, no matter how many miles it was. Anything to get away from his family. Even back then, Victor considered himself street wise. He could handle himself on his own.


Other Picnic Situation:

I think a more appropriate picnic situation would be a high school reunion picnic. That would definitely be interesting if Victor were dropped into that scenario. First of all, he'd do whatever he took to "bullshit" the rest of his former classmates into thinking he was better than them. He'd act like an arrogant asshole. If he happened to meet up with an ex-girlfriend, he'd probably end up becoming really possesive and/or abusive with them. Kind of as a way to teach them a lesson for double-crossing him. He'd take his pent up aggression out on more than just the girls. If some guy tried to pick a fight with him or if he ran into an old enemy, he'd probably take them out back and beat the shit out of him. He would be clever about leading both the guy or the girl into his trap. If the cops just happened to show up looking for, he'd flee, and even if it meant taking hostages. Overall, the reunion picnic would be an intense and suspense-filled affair with Victor present.


Food for Thought:

• Although his mother is dead, and his father's in Manhattan, New York, the animosity between him and his father was still present when Victor chose to leave him. The two have unresolved issues, and after years of abuse, Victor feels he's better of without him. I don't know if you could say he has an ongoing relationship with his parents, but his relationships with them have gone up and down over the years. He started out loving his mother, then he hated her, loved her again, and the way he left things with her shortly before her death, in addition to the false story his father told him, he hates the woman now, and was glad that she died, until of course she came back to haunt him.

Her spirit still lingers, literally. She more often than not haunts Victor's dreams, which causes him to have frequent nightmares, but her spirit also haunts more than just his subconscious mind. Every now and then, her ghost tries to make contact with him, trying to get her son to understand that her death wasn't brought on by something she did, but rather her need to protect and come to his defense against his father. However, her spirit isn't the only one that haunts Victor's subconsciousness. As far as Victor knows, his father is still alive, but he hasn't spoken to the man in fifteen years. However, whenever he feels compelled to hurt or kill someone or has had a relapse, he has regular nightmares of his father, telling him to go out and hurt people, to kill people, and making him believe that he's just like him and can't fight his true nature. There's rarely a night when Victo doesn't have a nightmare of his father, and whenever he wakes up, he feels more compelled to do harm against others. Although Victor won't admit it to anyone but himself, in a way, a part of him is still somewhat looking for his father's love/approval, which is why he gives in so often to his temptations to hurt these people. Unfortunetly, his mother's spirit is the opposing force in the equation and everytime he's in the middle of hurting someone, she tries to get her son to stop and tries to convince him that he's not really a bad man and has a softer side inside of him, making him feel guilty for the things he does. This often leads to ocassional moments of "paranoid schizophrenia."

He'd like to see his father dead, after all the hell he'd been put through growing up, but knows deep down, the man is right. He knows he'll never escape the addiction because its genetic. After years of abuse, and his need to rebel, he's become even more determined to stand up on his own. He continuously wants to prove to the rest of the world that he's a force to be reckoned with. He doesn't need to depend on anyone but himself, and he sure as hell wouldn't let anyone or anything get in the way of what he wanted, and at the end of the day, he trusts his own instincts.

• Victor has no siblings.

Apr. 7th, 2008

Prompt #2 - Family

Family? You want to hear about my Goddamn family? Well, there's a perfectly good response to that question. I have no Goddamn family. I wasn't exactly raised in a loving household where everyone was supportive and gave two shits about me. While my deceased mother might have begged to differ, my sadistic son of a bitch of a father treated me like shit. I was raised as an only child so I had no siblings to share a fucking thing with, much less who had my back. It's not like I would need their fucking backs. I'm fully capable of defending myself, but I'll admit, it was a little harder to do back then when my asshole of a father was beating on my fucking bones all the time.

My father ( although I don't consider the son of a bitch worthy of being called that anymore ) Tom, was a lawyer, and my mother, Katherine, was an elementary school teacher. While my mother might have suffered the same abuse and treated me better than my abusive father, she never loved me. At least, not the way I loved her. She protected me with her life, maybe, but she didn't feel the attraction that I felt for her.

My asshole of a father wasn't around much, and the only time that he was around, he would spend that time putting my mother and I through hell and back. He would beat the living shit out of us with his fists, and the only time he would ever show mercy to us was when tears were shed, a bone was broken, or he got fucking bored with the beating. To make matters worse, the son of a bitch was a belligerent drunk who often encouraged my uncles to join in on beating my ass whenever possible. If uncle Eric wasn't holding me down while my father beat on me, he was joining in. Of course, there was uncle Brutus. Always the pacifist, the deadbeat bastard, but it was because of that deadbeat bastard that I had a place to live after I finished high school and went off to college.

As far as my mother, there were certain ocassions when she took my father's side of a situation and I hated the bitch for it, but most of the time, she protected me with her life. Whenever I got into trouble, she would lie to my father to prevent me from enduring further abuse from him. Despite that, I didn't know what the hell to make of her. While I loved her, in my own "special" way, she didn't share such feelings, and over time, I did have the slight feeling that the bitch might turn on me without warning, and I did fantasize about harming her once or twice. I suppose you could say that, after watching my father beat my mother, I learned it was only natural to hurt a woman in the same way today. And as much as I wish death upon the sadistic bastard for murdering her, I'll never forget the little bit of advice he once gave me. I was around nine or ten and one day, I asked my father why my mother was crying, and I'll always remember, even to this day, he pulled me aside and he said, "Vic, my boy, never, ever let a woman double-cross you, and if she does, you give that bitch exactly what she deserves." As much as I tried to forget them, the words will forever remain in my mind as the only good piece of advice my fucking father ever gave me. I've learned a lot from them and over the years, they have inspired me to do such.

I took his words to heart because in tenth grade, after years of rebelling on account of his abuse, I raped one of the girls in my class. From then on, it came natural to me to hurt and overpower a woman who would think to deny me of what I wanted. No one found out about it because I used some incriminating little photos to blackmail the slut if she said one word. At the start of my junior year of high school, came the death of my mother. Despite the Goddamn lies my father fed me back then, I knew damn well it wasn't a fucking suicide. There was no fucking way that the bitch could have decapitated herself. My father killed her. I found her body in our basement. A part of me believes that the bitch had it coming for not returning the love and attraction I felt for her. While another part of me wants to believe my father's accusations that she was thinking of sending me off to a private school or a Goddamn mental institution, and that he did us both a favor by killing her, a bigger part of me is starting to believe that was bullshit. Just a cover-up to regain my trust so he could try and kill me too.

Of course I never let that fucker get that far. I left his dick in the dirt, dropped out of high school and moved to New York with my uncle Brutus. The rest, as they say, is history.

Unfortunetly, contrary to what I might have believed, and as Goddamn crazy as it might sound, I'm starting to wonder whether my mother is even gone at all. I'm starting to hear her voice. She's in my fucking head. I'm having hallucinations of the bitch! I can't explain what the hell is happening to me, but everytime I get close to killing a random bitch, she gets into my fucking head and somehow, I don't know, she stops me from killing them. Jesus! I don't know what the hell is happening to me or why the hell its happening, but I can't stop seeing her face or hearing her voice. I keep hearing that little nickname she used to call me when I was a kid..."my sweet boy."

So I've been seeing and hearing my dead mother, but as far as my father goes, well, I haven't seen the son of a bitch in years and I'm fucking fine with that. As much as I would love to kill the man myself wih my bare fucking hands, I'd like to think that he died a slow and painful death years ago. Maybe the bastard was burned alive or maybe someone cut his fucking dick off and shoved it down his throat. That would certainly be a nice little homicial thought. I could honestly give a shit what happened to the son of a bitch. The only thing he was ever good for was turning me into a fucking man, with all the power he could possibly ever want at his fingertips. I'm glad he's gone, but if I ever meet up with him again in the future, all I can say is...it won't be pretty.

Jan. 31st, 2008

Prompt #1 - Who Are You?

Who am I? Well, isn't that an interesting little question. A question that can be answered in many, many ways. I'm known by many names, though some of them seem to be more deragatory than others, but that's only from the few rude and stubborn little sluts I've screwed. Those of whom seem to find it amusing to call me an "Asshole," "scum bag," "psychotic bastard," or any other special little names they manage to make up in their head while I'm ramming my dick into them, claiming they don't want it, when I know damn well they do. The name is Bane, Victor Bane. I'm a porn director and the owner of Bane Entertainment, an large and lavish adult film studio located in downtown Los Angeles.

Most people who come into contact with me have a tendency for underestimating me, and the things I can do. The things I'm capable of doing if something doesn't go my way. My employees seem to know better than to piss me off or do anything that could otherwise get them fired or worse, hurt in such a way that leaves them permanently scarred, but others, those who don't know how far the extent of my power can go, do managed to get themselves into trouble. Some people just never learn, which leaves men like me to teach them exactly what happens when they play with fire. I happen to be awfully good at manipulating people to get what I want. Blackmail, when used properly can go a long way. Then again, good old fashioned violence is much more intriguing concept, and weapons are twice as fun. I know I get a great many uses for them during my night job. Some would mistake me for a hunter or hit man, but I am far more than that. I'm a man that feeds upon women and the unlimited pleasures of sex. I can be easy on those that are willing to give in to this pleasure, but others tend to get me a little knife happy, and don't quite make it through the evening to see tomorrow.

Who am I? I'm a porn director nearing the age of fourty, who gets his rocks off staring at tits and asses day after day, in addition to the numerous times I tend to get hard during the many S & M and bondage films I direct, and by night? I go on the offense and become a criminal. See, I've commited my fair share of crimes over the years. Rape and murder just happen to be my personal favorites, which as a result have apparently earned me a place on FBI's "Most Wanted" list. I'm touched, honestly. They'll never catch me. I've got far too good at covering up my own tracks over the years. Well, ever since college anyway.

As far as my past, well, I'd rather not discuss that. To sum it up, my father was an abusive son of a bitch, and my mother, as much as she swore to loving me, would have probably abadoned me later on in life anyway. That is, if my sadistic asshole of a father hadn't of decaptitated her to begin with. One of these days, I'm going give that bastard what's coming to him, what's been coming to him all these years. I blame him for the reason I turned out the way I did, but if it was fate that inherited his sadistic and shitty jeans, then Goddamn it, I'm going to make the best of it while I still can. I was born an only child, but even if I did have a sister or brother, it probably wouldn't have spared me any less abuse from that prick.

Before I became a porn director and owner of such a successful little studio, I was a plastic surgeon. It's part of the reason why I went off to college in the first place, but unfortunetly, my career as a surgeon was short lived, on account of one very stubborn little bitch that sued me for sexual harassment, and as a result, made me lose my Goddamn medical license. Two years of being a surgeon was flushed down the motherfucking toilet, but it hasn't stopped me from making some extra money on the side. I still have access to private facilities to carry out a procedure here and there, and contrary to what might of happened, I'm still a surgeon.

So you see, in many ways, I'm so much more than just a porn director. I'm a forced to be reckoned with and a man who knows how to get exactly what he wants when he wants it. No matter what the costs.

July 2008

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